This morning I took a bit of time to putter outside, and it was so nice to focus on green growing things.
I am a renter, and for years I just let the gardening service take care of the (very basic) landscaping outside our house. I figured it wasn’t “our” house, so I shouldn’t change anything or put any of my own money into plantings. Well, over a decade later we are still in this house. We love living here, and along the way I finally began to carve out a space of our own.
It began with a couple of tiny succulents. I work at an archive with a large botanical garden, and the biannual plant sales became more than I could resist. A couple tiny ones could live in a pot, I reasoned, and come with me if we moved. Something about extra-tiny things makes them irresistible, no? With each plant sale I added one or two more, until I had a nice little stoop garden outside on our patio. Then the camellia sale came around and a pair of those came home with me, plus one for my mom. She had a glorious oasis of a garden at the time, and always loved a new plant addition. I got a large pair of pots for the camellias, excited for the blooms that their slender stems promised. Also one summer my mom house-sat for us and cared for the dogs while we went on vacation, and to surprise me for my birthday she got me a beautiful plumeria and refinished our hand-me-down patio chairs while we were gone. It was such a sweet surprise, and it got me that much more excited to actually use our little outdoor space. A few years later when she moved, I inherited some beautiful staghorn ferns, aloes, and her little camellia is reunited with her sisters.
Fast forward to now, and my little patio is full of green, growing things. I hauled a weathered pallet left on a curb back home and have it propped up against one end of the fence, where it makes a lovely spot to hang planters. We acquired a hammock as a lounging solution that takes up surprisingly little real estate, and it has become my older pup’s favorite spot to curl up with us and watch the world go by. A petite pink bistro set makes me smile every time I see it, topped with my collection of little succulents and pots. And even though life is usually hectic, every so often I’ll get to have a morning like today, where an hour can be spent re-potting, watering, puttering, tidying, and nurturing something green. Something living. Something thriving. Something content with only the most basic of needs, and flowering all the same. Somewhere in there is a lesson about stillness and contentment — but for now, I am grateful for a few moments to breathe.
Sometimes, you need to just go with the flow. Take it one day at a time. Good with the bad, highs with the lows, just go with it. The last month or so has been full of challenges and difficulties, but delightful moments have also popped up to warm me in the shadows. I’m going to have a few days off from work at the end of the month that I hope will be a time to recharge and reset for the coming new year, but in the meantime, I’m trying to float along. I’m just going with it.
I took a brief hiatus from the blog for a trip to Yosemite National Park last week. It was a beautiful place, far beyond what words or pictures can adequately describe. That is the true value of our national parks — not only do they preserve our plants and wildlife, but they provide us with spaces for awe, for wonder, and for experiencing something grander and more majestic than ourselves.
I hiked below Bridalveil Fall and then around the loop for a bit, with stunning views of El Capitan, Half Dome, and Cathedral Rocks. I even saw a rainbow over the falls! All in all it was a great little solo trip to relax and recharge, read and reflect, and revel in the beauty of nature for a little while. Here are a few pictures from my travels, if you’d like to see.